|WELCOME TO MY CRAZY WORLD!|
what it is to... when you don't have nothingI became who I am not because my father was a drunkard,what it is to... when you don't have nothing by sikheadzjef
a good model shouting curses to his wife...
nor I became who I am because my mother is texting my girlfriend
manipulating what to do with my life...
and yes I didn't became who I am
because some stupid low life uneducated groupies bullied me, yes I did fight...
and for sure I didn't became who I am
because alcohol, drugs and all negative vibes came into my system, I let it out the last time I cried...
I was always hungry, not content, curious...
I'm like an empty box, even if I'm outside of it, I cannot be satisfied...
learned some insights, from the dark to the light,
holding tight, black to white, day into night, but things are quite not right...
like fright night, on a friday night, demented mind and it's a thursday night,
thinkin about my weight and height, it's a requirement...
even if I know there is no God, I prayed to him, that my life would become better,
so I sacrificed what I have, I wrote a consent...
Tomorrow you might changeoxygenated blood depletionTomorrow you might change by sikheadzjef
stressed out garbage application
like Isaac Hayes if loving you is wrong (I don't want to be right)
and when you listen to a song you'll believe in it (hell yeah fuckin right)
The sequel of a heart break is the broken melody played
we destroy things that we patiently discovered and create
the truth is never heard until the revolution was made
we can change, or we can die and wait (we can change, or we can die and wait)
elevate, levitate, what is it with having wings?
get lost, have faith, who cares about this things?
I'd been to every place, I'd been to the unkown, I'd been to emptiness
I'd been here, pointless, but regardless it's just an understanding process
The Stutterer's WishlistMy wish is I don't have a wishThe Stutterer's Wishlist by sikheadzjef
I think I want a fish but that's not a wish
To know which is which is definitely not my wish
May be it be just a dish and again that's not my wish
why do I have to make a birthday wish?
when the day I live was the day I thought of a death wish
A kiss, a sweet kiss, but that's not a wish
A test of fist, and the moment it ceased, truly not a wish
The beauty and the beast broke up,
the last rose petal fell
no one can fix a broken hourglass...
every sand is unique even if you make a wish
|WELCOME TO MY CRAZY WORLD!|
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My blackhole started as a pure random circumstance, that was about 27 years now, I was in a state of confusion for a long time, but now I know this is the beginning, a journey I had lived like a crazy dance of an electron of an atom. Maybe I am histrionic, maybe I'm narcissistic, maybe I can be avoidant, maybe I'm dependent, but I wanna be independent, maybe I got depressive personality, maybe I'm passive aggressive, maybe I am all of that... I'm dangerous, and this is just a joke. I listen to all kinds of music, from genres to sub genres. (that doesn't mean I'll finish the song even if I like it, what more if I dont) I had multiple personality, but I choose who I wanna be like a computer's "switch user". To understand life, know the beginning and the end, and live the present like a normal day.Like aint nothin special, now that I got your attention, you are thinkin, and now live life like you died, and this is a chance for you to live again... p.s. you now the beginning and what will be the end, I'll see you anywhere in the middle. now, I'm hypnotyzin myself to be normal - crazyjef
listen to my music - youtu.be/8AG3McA0gjk
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Current Residence: Manila Philippines
Favourite genre of music: classical
Favourite style of art: Signs
Personal Quote: That my time will come and I will die, but dying cannot kill my name in anyone’s time